Jon left Sunday for his second business trip. This has me seriously down, I hate being away from Jon. I absolutely can not stand it. But he has to do it for the work experience and to get promoted so I guess I'm all for that, more money is always good. He returns home friday and I can't wait :)

Hopefully the housewife in me will wake up and I'll have the house spotless when he comes home, but I'm not counting on it haha. *sigh* why do I have to be so lazy?! Not so much lazy, but sick. I have to take these pills to make my period start every month because of the endometrosis and it makes me so sick, sicker than usual. I already cramp everyday of the month, and I have to take these stupid pills for ten days, so I'm pretty much bed ridden till it's all over, then I just get the joy of doing it the next month. And pretty much till I have a kid{s} or hystorectomy {ew}.

I just wanted to put out there that I'm loving the perks of being married :D

my baybay

Kissing my hubby at my sister's wedding.
I hadn't seen him in a week due to a business trip,
so I'd say he was over due!

Picture taken: May 9th, 2009

Not having a job has screwed up my sleeping routine.  I sleep all day and I'm awake all night!  I took three tyenol PMs last night and I was still wide awake till 6AM.  Madness I say.  I have had a chance to catch up on my reading, I really hate being in the middle of five books, but three of them I just can't get into.  Like "The Almost Moon" BY: Alice Sebold for instance.  I LOVED her other two book, "Lucky" and "The Lovely Bones", but this story is going no where.  And If I read it for 5 minuets I get frusterated and put it down.  Which bothers me because if I start a book I usually have to finish it because it'll bother me not know how it ends.  So I find myself speed reading till I get to the speaking parts.

I've gotten seriously obsessed with books now.  Jon is telling me I'm lame, and I haven't seen him read a book in all the four years we've been together.  I did get a book called "Zombie Hiaku" (it's funny if you like zombies) It's about 100 pages long, and it has pictures in it.  Jon actually read it!  I joked with him and told him "I DIDN'T KNOW YOU KNEW HOW TO READ!" and he got mad at me because I took a picture of him reading haha.  He read the whole book in like an hour.

I think some one needs to block me from my ebay account because I keep buying cheap books, and even though they may be dirt cheap...  the cents add up >.<  I asked Jon if I could have part of his shelf for my books and he was like "I can have one shelf can't I?  I think it's fair since you have like 12!  Let me have something" haha.  

My other obesession keeping me occupied [and it's not scrapbooking, jon put a hault on that because I was spending WAY to much money on it!] is farmtown.  It's a game on facebook where you have your own farm and you grow crops and gain experience points and coins.  It's very addictive.  I thought it sounded stupid at first but I'm so into it now that I'm controlling three farms!  Mine, Jon's and my mom's.  My mom doesn't even know how to use facebook so I get on there and check her stuff for her and work on her farm that she doesn't even know about.  

My life is pretty boring at the moment...

I actually wrote this on May 8th...

Update On My Life

Monday I got a call from work and they told me to have my ride wait for me for a while because the boss lady wanted to talk to me.  I got a bad feeling and this time my bad feeling was right on the money.  I walked in and my station was packed up into a box.  I walked over to Bonnie and Laura to say hi, and Bonnie was like "You need to go talk to Melissa" and I was like fine bitch didn't wanna say hi to you anyway.  I went to talk to Melissa and we went into the office.  She told me that Saturday I shouldn't of left Laura alone.  Which when we're not busy they want us to leave, so to save payroll and production.  I was doing a highlight, and it didn't take right so all I did was ask Laura for help, not to take over my client!  She wouldn't let me do anything but hand her foils!  Bullshit.  So while the lady was under the dryer I was like do you want me to stay with you?  And Laura said there was no reason for both of us to be there, so I hugged her and left.  

Melissa put it that I abanded my client and my co-worker.  SHE TOLD ME TO FUCKING LEAVE.  So I was like whatever, I just wanted to leave.  I kept my cool and signed the paper she needed me to, grabbed my box and went back out to the car.  I didn't start crying till grandma started driving.  

It sucked because Jon's out of town on a business trip and I needed to be held :( So I searched for the next best thing, my mommy.  And she was no where to be found!  Grandma drove me to my mom's apartment and she wasn't there.  So grandma and I went to chick-fil-a and I called Jon's mom.  My grandma said "If anything was bad for me the last person I'd call was my mother in law!" haha.  Her mother in law was a cranky bitch though.  I lucked out in that department.  When we got home guess who was at my house!  My mommy!  :)  I sat in her lap and cried for about 20 minuets.  Calmed down, and I haven't cried since.  Everyone told me that they didn't like me working there.  My mom thought it was a shit hole.  It didn't look professional at all.  The shop looked like it was stuck in the early 90s and it was very ghetto.  The wall paper was peeling, the light in the bathroom never worked right, the drawers on the stations were broken and the computer never worked.

I'm better off without that place.  I'm just not going to work for a while.  I saved up some money and I don't really spend money like I used to.  Ever since Jon put a stop to buying scrapbook stuff like crazy I've had so much more money lol, huh who would of thought not spending money would be helpful.  Now all I really buy are books, and I buy them VERY dirt cheap on eBay.  And I have two bills I pay every month, my student loan takes out $50.00 every month till the $3,000 is paid off and we have a gamefly account that is $26.00 a month.  It's like Netflicks but with video games.

Plus since Jon's got this job, I probably won't need to work for a while, till I want to get back to working everyday again.  I kinda always wanted to be a stay at home mom and have a beauty shop out of my house.  Thats my dream :)

I'll be glad when this week is over.  Jon will be home and the hetic-ness of my sister's wedding will be over.  Today we are getting Mendhi done [idk if i spelt that right], it's a type of henna.  I met Sam's family yesterday at the rehearsal and the women were so pretty in their outfits [i think they're called sahris].

I just want to be stress free for while, but I have a feeling it's not going to happen.