I actually wrote this on May 8th...

Update On My Life

Monday I got a call from work and they told me to have my ride wait for me for a while because the boss lady wanted to talk to me.  I got a bad feeling and this time my bad feeling was right on the money.  I walked in and my station was packed up into a box.  I walked over to Bonnie and Laura to say hi, and Bonnie was like "You need to go talk to Melissa" and I was like fine bitch didn't wanna say hi to you anyway.  I went to talk to Melissa and we went into the office.  She told me that Saturday I shouldn't of left Laura alone.  Which when we're not busy they want us to leave, so to save payroll and production.  I was doing a highlight, and it didn't take right so all I did was ask Laura for help, not to take over my client!  She wouldn't let me do anything but hand her foils!  Bullshit.  So while the lady was under the dryer I was like do you want me to stay with you?  And Laura said there was no reason for both of us to be there, so I hugged her and left.  

Melissa put it that I abanded my client and my co-worker.  SHE TOLD ME TO FUCKING LEAVE.  So I was like whatever, I just wanted to leave.  I kept my cool and signed the paper she needed me to, grabbed my box and went back out to the car.  I didn't start crying till grandma started driving.  

It sucked because Jon's out of town on a business trip and I needed to be held :( So I searched for the next best thing, my mommy.  And she was no where to be found!  Grandma drove me to my mom's apartment and she wasn't there.  So grandma and I went to chick-fil-a and I called Jon's mom.  My grandma said "If anything was bad for me the last person I'd call was my mother in law!" haha.  Her mother in law was a cranky bitch though.  I lucked out in that department.  When we got home guess who was at my house!  My mommy!  :)  I sat in her lap and cried for about 20 minuets.  Calmed down, and I haven't cried since.  Everyone told me that they didn't like me working there.  My mom thought it was a shit hole.  It didn't look professional at all.  The shop looked like it was stuck in the early 90s and it was very ghetto.  The wall paper was peeling, the light in the bathroom never worked right, the drawers on the stations were broken and the computer never worked.

I'm better off without that place.  I'm just not going to work for a while.  I saved up some money and I don't really spend money like I used to.  Ever since Jon put a stop to buying scrapbook stuff like crazy I've had so much more money lol, huh who would of thought not spending money would be helpful.  Now all I really buy are books, and I buy them VERY dirt cheap on eBay.  And I have two bills I pay every month, my student loan takes out $50.00 every month till the $3,000 is paid off and we have a gamefly account that is $26.00 a month.  It's like Netflicks but with video games.

Plus since Jon's got this job, I probably won't need to work for a while, till I want to get back to working everyday again.  I kinda always wanted to be a stay at home mom and have a beauty shop out of my house.  Thats my dream :)

I'll be glad when this week is over.  Jon will be home and the hetic-ness of my sister's wedding will be over.  Today we are getting Mendhi done [idk if i spelt that right], it's a type of henna.  I met Sam's family yesterday at the rehearsal and the women were so pretty in their outfits [i think they're called sahris].

I just want to be stress free for while, but I have a feeling it's not going to happen.